About Author
Sirbrian Spease, a proud contributor to A.B.O. Comix since 2017, is an artist and activist currently living in New Jersey. As an outspoken gay homo thug, Sirbrian brings his unique voice and perspective to the literary world through his compelling autobiography, “The Boy of Hearts.” This groundbreaking work is the first installment in a series of three books, providing an intimate glimpse into Sirbrian’s life as a gay, formerly incarcerated man grappling with personality disorder and mental illness.
In “The Boy of Hearts,” Sirbrian courageously shares his poignant journey from a skinny Black kid in the projects to a resilient individual determined to transform into a princess even more beautiful than his mother. Through the lens of his childhood, readers are introduced to the complexities of growing up in an environment rife with homophobia, poverty, abuse, and PTSD. The narrative unveils the protective relationships that shaped Sirbrian’s world, including his childhood love Prince, his older brother Chris, and his dark alter-ego Devon.
The book delves into Sirbrian’s coping mechanisms, highlighting his use of imagination as a powerful defense against the challenges of an abusive home and the foster care system. Removed to a boys’ home, Sirbrian embraces his femininity while navigating the ongoing struggles of PTSD and rage, showcasing incredible strength and resilience in the face of adversity.
Sirbrian Spease’s writing not only offers a personal account of his own trials but also seeks to make a positive impact on the lives of young queer individuals facing child abuse. With a focus on love, protection, and acceptance, Sirbrian’s story aims to inspire others and foster understanding among those unfamiliar with the LGBTQ community.
Reviews
-Spark Dalmatian
I felt connected to the part of the book about Sirbrian's mom's reaction to her being gay. While I was never physically abused for it, I was emotionally abused. I believe this book could open the minds of those questioning or discovering their sexuality so that they know they are not alone when it comes to abuse and torture for being who they are, and how they may find ways to fight that abuse. It should open the eyes of people who are not familiar with the LGBTQ community to the every day torture these people are forced to endure through no fault of their own, and that LGBTQ people need to be protected as much as any other class of society. I would recommend this book to others with the warning that this book holds a very realistic and ugly view of the persecution members of the LGBTQ community must face every day.
-Laura L.
"Heartbreaking and affirming, Sirbrian shares his struggle of growing up navigating homophobia, neglect, and abuse from his parents. A girl in a boy's body, Sirbrian creates a safe place to be authentic with the love, protection, and acceptance of Prince, Devon, Donna, his older brother Chris, and neighborhood friend Teka. Removed to a boy's home, Sirbrian comes to further embrace his femininity while learning to control his rage and PTSD. I couldn't help but be impressed at Sirbrian's strength in the face of ongoing adversity. Using his imagination to cultivate love and self-acceptance, the dialogues deflecting hate and remembrances of horrific abuse made me gasp in shock and cringe with fear for what Sirbrian endured. Artwork and photos complimented the book, painting a fuller picture of this beautiful person telling their truth. The sheer bravery of sharing this story is inspiring, and I hope there will be sequels to share Sirbrian's journey as it continues to unfurl.
Reviews for "The Boy of Hearts" commend Sirbrian's bravery in sharing his harrowing experiences. Laura L. (fellow A.B.O. Comix contributor) praises the book as "heartbreaking and affirming," highlighting the impressive strength displayed by Sirbrian in the face of adversity. Spark Dalmatian (another A.B.O. Comix contributor) emphasizes the book's potential to open minds and create empathy, particularly for those grappling with their sexuality. Sirbrian Spease, through his writing and advocacy, stands as a beacon of resilience and hope for the LGBTQ community, offering a powerful narrative that challenges societal norms and encourages compassion and understanding