Sirbrian Spease, a proud contributor to A.B.O. Comix since 2017, is an artist and activist currently living in New Jersey. As an outspoken gay homo thug, Sirbrian brings his unique voice and perspective to the literary world through his compelling autobiography, “The Boy of Hearts.” This groundbreaking work is the first installment in a series of three books, providing an intimate glimpse into Sirbrian’s life as a gay, formerly incarcerated man grappling with personality disorder and mental illness.
In “The Boy of Hearts,” Sirbrian courageously shares his poignant journey from a skinny Black kid in the projects to a resilient individual determined to transform into a princess even more beautiful than his mother. Through the lens of his childhood, readers are introduced to the complexities of growing up in an environment rife with homophobia, poverty, abuse, and PTSD. The narrative unveils the protective relationships that shaped Sirbrian’s world, including his childhood love Prince, his older brother Chris, and his dark alter-ego Devon.
The book delves into Sirbrian’s coping mechanisms, highlighting his use of imagination as a powerful defense against the challenges of an abusive home and the foster care system. Removed to a boys’ home, Sirbrian embraces his femininity while navigating the ongoing struggles of PTSD and rage, showcasing incredible strength and resilience in the face of adversity.
Sirbrian Spease’s writing not only offers a personal account of his own trials but also seeks to make a positive impact on the lives of young queer individuals facing child abuse. With a focus on love, protection, and acceptance, Sirbrian’s story aims to inspire others and foster understanding among those unfamiliar with the LGBTQ community.
Reviews for “The Boy of Hearts” commend Sirbrian’s bravery in sharing his harrowing experiences. Laura L. (fellow A.B.O. Comix contributor) praises the book as “heartbreaking and affirming,” highlighting the impressive strength displayed by Sirbrian in the face of adversity. Spark Dalmatian (another A.B.O. Comix contributor) emphasizes the book’s potential to open minds and create empathy, particularly for those grappling with their sexuality.
Sirbrian Spease, through his writing and advocacy, stands as a beacon of resilience and hope for the LGBTQ community, offering a powerful narrative that challenges societal norms and encourages compassion and understanding.